sad post on new year

Bella, i wish you were here with me celebrating the new year. actually I planned to spent time with you on the phone tonight. maybe I was unlucky this time.

Happy New Year

The Buried of 2011

Hello ladies and gentlement, 2012 is around the corner. Let us rewind bit by bit of memories in 2011. As this is my blog, so this stories isn't your's. But, you can still enjoy reading it. Tu pun kalau kamu semua nak baca lah kan! haha. Saya tak kisah pun. Saya tulis just nak menghiburkan hati sendiri. hewhew.

JANUARY :

I think nothing interesting about this month but it was a good start for year 2011. School holidays ended. Being tortured by MJSC Taiping was really terrible.

FEBRUARY :

Umm, umm. Yeah, form fours began to nose into our brains because their batch's chicks were awesome compared to mine. "pervert". haha. I started to know one of them. Eksaited la time ni.

MARCH :

I haven't yet think about SPM. Play, play and continue playing like kiddos! I'm still rely on her to be the ending of my single ages. But, all I've seen just sorrow and grief. Sorrow dgn grief tu samalah mengong!

MAY :

Preeeeeeeeeeet!! *wisel sound*. It was half time of 2011. Mid year holiday was really exciting! Neither local beach nor oversea waterfall but I still enjoyed my mid year holiday. My guardian angel still didn't appear as my hope and expectations.

JUNE :

BORING! School Mania started again.

JULY :

1st of July was my birthday and this year celebration was cool. On 12 midnight they haunted me around block Ungku Omar with a pail of wasted water. Containing musty rice and trashes. I hope they didn't put their pee-pee urine into the pail. I'm not in favour of fate. Splashed birthday party will never ever be forgotten.

AUGUST :

EID! MERDEKA! that's all August got.

SEPTEMBER :

Started to feel the heat of SPM! SPM was like a world war. I put almost all my effort on it. September only have time on study. Umm, really? Kinda! =p

OCTOBER :

12th October 2011. I met Nurul Nabilah Mohd Azizi almost at the end of this month and she was so nice on me. I thought she was a bunch of insolent girls. She really was actually. Hucares? I care! Hell yeah, this time fate was on my side. She replied my texts. Day by day love started to nascent. We left October without any relationship. She rather be friend than something advance I guess.

NOVEMBER :

01.11.11 was sacred date of we both. Me: "will you marry me?". Bella: "yes i do". Ni tipu, kitorang just declare jadi kekasih. Thats all. Menarik tapi y'alls mesti menyampah. haha. Y'alls: "next!". Before we proceed, SPM ended this month. Thank you.

DECEMBER :

Last month of the year, driving academy and work as a ship part marketer was boring. Actually lacked of idea and tired of writing this. So, 2011 end here.

One of the worst things that can happen to a person is to be forgotten by someone they will never forget. I wish I could role back the clock and make you my first and last so you will never feel that someone better than you . I know this really not helpful . I just want you to look into yourself . Look forward your advantages better than you look someone's. Nothing gives one person so much advantage over another as to remain always cool and unruffled under all circumstances. Your emotions just lead you astray . Trust me, anything you're good at contributes to happiness. Truly, envy is an overwhelming emotion.  

I Love You More Than You Will Ever Know

I don't know why u still pretending that you'll be just fine. You know that my heart is totally on you! My love is always on your side. Weird! This feeling is really strong. I never love someone better than I love you. All you have to do just BELIEVE in yourself and TRUST me. We're just aiming to please and her aesthetics should not hurt you one bit. Quit crying your eyes out sweetie. The past was just like a pills. It's bitter, but you have to choke it to feel better. I want the entire world know that only you can fill my heart. No space attempt for others. Neither Angelina Jolie nor Britney Spear. I Love You More Than You Will Ever Know!

tweet tweet ~

Hello, uncle, aunty, nanny and friends! Guess what? Tweet fest laaa! come on morons lets follow me on twitter. Treat me well and will be treat u guys with manner and pleasure. 

please follow me. heeeheee. thank you. 

love y'all fans! mmuahh, mmuahh!

cehh, bajet hot! bouuuyahhh!

@afiqhyekal

date and alive

Dead or alive? cliche! Producer should think about making a movie "Date and Alive". Y'all mesti dah tau kan kite nak dating esok dgn BELLA gelpren kite. Awww! Malu laah. huuh. Mcm budak terencat! Babe and Dudes out there, since my dad bg permission nak pegi KL, my mind cannot stop thinking about how lucky I'am having a kindhearted parents. Hope yours too. aha. Saya begitu excited nyewww nak jumpa BELLA esok. Hope everything gonna be fine. Mama and Ayah, don't worry about me, I'll be okay. I'm growing and I can take care of myself. I won't do criminals or something bad here. I'm not such a gangsta! haha. see ya!

Bella and Haikal

okay sumpah gedik! sorry for being an asshole guys.

homework, you're evil!

                                                                                                               

fuck ya homework! stop ruin her life. I warned you. don't you ever dare take over her mind from me. You think you're good enough being an asshole. FUCK ya! again. Stop mess around and I promise I won't hurt you. if not, I swear you cannot feel your penis stick between your legs.

honey, don't worry. I'm always with you. hey, no need thank you. It's my job to protect you from evil! I'm your HERO right? 

Dear God,

God, please keep us together. No matter what happen between us. I know this is just a test for us. Please give us strength to face anything bad happen in future. I beg you please consider my wish. I'm not a good person. I swear, I'm trying to change. So, please show me the way. I beg you, almighty god, bless me.

amin....

We'd Rather Make Mistakes Than Nothing at All

I swear I need you now . I keep ruin you by making mistakes all the time . I think you should know this, sometimes I laugh, sometimes I feeling swell and maybe sometimes I cry . So, maybe i need you to treat me in different ways . No, I did not hate you! seriously not! damned if I do ya . I can't smile even laugh if I feel bad . I can't laugh or cry all the time . People do change . I've changed, I think you do same thing too. But our feeling towards each other keep unchange . Please treat me well according your style. I know you can handle me in every situation I am. you can do this! hell yeah baby. I love you so much! (n_n)

once again it happen

it's not your fault Bella . I just stupid ! Sorry for many times your heart broken. Come on, we just trough our relationship for 1 month and 13 days . This silly problem should not bother us honey. I'm sorry .

memories never fade away guys

ouh, guys! i miss this moment! wonderful kan? panjat sana sini, terbang sana sini! seronok kan! i miss our flight, i miss A-Rahman. lepas ni takde chance la kite nak buat benda ni semua. i miss you pals!

why always me?

why always me have to understand you,

why always me have to be patient of you,

why always me have to sacrifice for you,

why always me have to think about you,

who I am? i'm the one who love you with my whole heart. i don't mind if  it is always me have to give you everything. because it is my job. but, why don't you please understand me?

bodoh! sial! damn! shit! babi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bodoh, bodoh, bodoh! babi laaa. urghhh, fuck!

different me!

i hate who i am right now. shit! damn all those thing happen around me. i just mess up my relationship with her. truly, i miss the past time being in taiping with her. i just miss school, hostel n friends. time past and i changed too much. i know you hate me right now bella, you hate being in this situation. well, i really want our past happiness. we laugh and all those joke was very funny. bella, i miss the moment i laid my eyes on you. maybe this is sad but true. i just miss you. the time we spent together not enough to keep my mind away from you. i wish some more time with you in the fucking hell taiping. but, what more can i do?

 maybe i'm your mr.right

baby, maybe i'm the one you like

maybe i'm a shot in the dark and you're the morning light

maybe this is sad but true

baby, maybe you've got nothing to lose

you could be the best of me

when i'm the worst for you

bella, forgive me.

I

a day to remember

not much to talk about this! a picture tell 1000 stories. i uploaded 3 pictures= 3000 stories ;p