I swear I need you now . I keep ruin you by making mistakes all the time . I think you should know this, sometimes I laugh, sometimes I feeling swell and maybe sometimes I cry . So, maybe i need you to treat me in different ways . No, I did not hate you! seriously not! damned if I do ya . I can't smile even laugh if I feel bad . I can't laugh or cry all the time . People do change . I've changed, I think you do same thing too. But our feeling towards each other keep unchange . Please treat me well according your style. I know you can handle me in every situation I am. you can do this! hell yeah baby. I love you so much! (n_n)