I am talking to myself

hello, tonight i just feel a bit clumsy. my face didn't telling the truth but my heart did it preety well. quite so long this moment didn't come. i know the time being just make me think a lot. now, everything were change to something that i really didn't expect it to be. it a little bit hard for me to face it but i really have to say "I do". this bullshit feeling can't stop me from loving people that probably gonna be my life partner. i miss the time where we text and talk so much. laugh and jokes were around keep your preety face smile and jot down a happiest moment in my memory. i wish i could have some part in your daily time. really desperate for your attention. maybe u think u've give me the best u could. but, i'm just want to say that last year "you" was better than this year. thank you for landing ur eyes on my blog reading this craps. u can think everything about who i am. stupid, dumb, jerk, annoying. truly, i am a person that only express my feeling to myself. bye