I almost lost my mind thinking of the title should be given for this post

Since February 2012 only have 29 days, so I just can say that my love scene has been for approximately 4 months. I knew the ending was coming to me but I still pretend to prove that you are my true love. So, I want to make it count.
Well, I thought we were meant to be together forever. I swore to myself that I really do love you. I want to make you mine forever. I really wanna marry you someday.
My thought is just a dream. I'm not your Mr.Right and I deserved this. If this relationship over, it was another record in my love memories end with failure.
I'm not blaming you, I just cannot point to anybody. This is fate, Allah decided the best for me and you. If we were really meant to be together, times will show us the path.